Masturbation

My personal choice,
Activated by desire’s spark.
Stimulation of sensitive spaces,
Teasing uncharted places.
Unlimited by time or space,
Rituals or surprises in embrace.
Battery-powered pleasure may join the game,
All areas explored, none are the same.
Timing is a matter of my delight,
Only I hold the reins tonight.
Now is the moment, let passions ignite. 

When silence speaks

It’s been a while since I heard you,
Yet I reach for you in quiet moments.

Silence wraps around me, heavy and still,
I smile softly, holding memories,
You were my muse, my melody,
Now just an echo in an empty room.

I search for you in autumn reds,
In laughter of strangers at our café,
In games where time slipped away.

The ache runs deep, a longing untamed,
Words fail to capture this weight,
My heart, though frayed, dares to beat,
Wrestling with choices that led me here.

I blame myself,
Though hurt has shaped me in ways,
Still, I miss you—
Your smile, your warmth,
The way you made all things possible.